Thursday, June 29, 2006

Step Back to Ward Off Monkey

I spoke with someone on the phone the other day who had been at the Vancouver reading from Carry Tiger to Mountain. The call was professional in nature, our businesses searching for an intersection so we might help one another serve others. But the conversation came around to the book, and her praise for it.

She said a lot of things that made me smile. When you write a book, I image that often it slips into the world and as the writer all you get is silence as feedback. A few reviews, a note from a friend or two, and that’s it. Getting feedback from this stranger was a lovely gift.

She told me how she suggests to her clients, who are coming to her for career counselling, that they read it. Isn’t that amazing? To imagine that people who are charting a renewed course in life might look to Carry Tiger for inspiration is wonderful.

What she said that made me feel most wonderful was this: one day she was sitting on the sand at Jericho Beach in Vancouver, reading, when a friend came and sat down with her. She told her about the book, and read to her from the final chapter, Step Back to Ward off Monkey. This chapter deals with the delicate balance between activism and leading a healthy, balanced life. It’s something that I struggle with daily. My new acquaintance tells me that the writing really resonated with her friend on the beach.

Imagine that. Someone reading aloud from Carry Tiger to Mountain on a beach, hoping to inspire and revitalize a friend in need.

My greatest hope in writing Carry Tiger to Mountain was that it would be used in this manner. That people might turn to it for solace and guidance from a humble servant who himself has so much more to learn. I am in awe that someone out there has found this book of service. I am deeply grateful.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Mock Orange

My writing shed is under the spreading branches of a Mock Orange tree. It stands a solid dozen feet tall, and its branches spread as wide. When our home was purchased in March of last year, we had no idea what this dense, just then leafing shrub was. In early June the first flowers began to appear, in ones and twos, and by mid month, the tree was festooned with flowers beyond counting. They perfumed the air, not ostentatiously, but with grace. Subtly. Delicately.

On late spring evenings that aroma wafts into our bedroom window, dousing my sleeping family with its fine scent. It is mildly intoxicating. It sends me reeling. I am very sensitive to fragrance.

The place where I write and work is an eight by twelve foot shed. The previous owners of our home used it for storage. It was rough. A plywood floor, battered drywall and gaudy florescent overhead lights. There were business cards for ammo and gun shops thumb tacked to the walls. But at least it was wired, and it was structurally sound. In February I gutted it. It took the better part of a week to find space for all of the stuff that was stored in it. Then I pulled down the ceiling, tore out all but two of the ceiling spanners, and patched or replaced the drywall. My friend Martin put in a new window. The old one was three feet long and a foot or so high. Really just a portal. The new one is five feet across and four feet high and offers a picture perfect view at the Gary Oaks and poorly kept lawn in the front yard.

A new pine ceiling, new wiring, heat, new lighting, telephone and internet lines (which involved Martin spending more time than he would have liked under my house), paint (Tibet blue and a light/blue grey contrast wall and trim) and carpet. By April I was able to move in.

The Mock Orange reaches out over the roof. The walkway from the house to Tumblehome – my name for my little space, taken from canoeing lore – is littered with mock orange petals. With the approach of July, the blossoms are fading. Another year slips from my grasp. It’s like trying to catch the falling petals. By August the petals will have vanished, and the Mock Orange will have no fragrance at all.

But tonight, as I work my way through another round of edits on Blackwater, a delicious, cool breeze assuring a fine sleep later, my writing space is scented with the Mock Orange blossom. It’s very fine to be alive in this trees embrace.